Vertigo
I feel like time is speeding up. Twenty-nine hours til Wedding Day, and my to-do list is a human impossibility. What I'm most afraid is going to happen: the wedding will go by so fast I won't even feel it, and suddenly, I'll be standing on the other side wondering how I missed the train. An hour is an hour is an hour, but I feel like I should be able to harness time and slow it down somehow. I know I've been saying that I can't wait for this to be over, but I don't know if that's really true. I am going to try really hard to pay attention on Saturday, to notice it as it's passing. Because if I can capture it in my mind, I think I'll be able to make the moments last longer. Or at least, I'll be present as they go.


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